"THE WAILING SEASONS OF MY LIFE"

Time takes me up,
Time takes me down,
Time hectors me around'
And kicks me down to the earth.

The ringing bells of the spring
Brings in hopes filled with despair,
The chitterings,the chirrupings,
The sizzling music of a tree,
Are mere objects of past for me
Reeling memories of the good old times
leaves me down in agony.....

The soothing summer strands of sunlight
While soothing for someone
Is so very scorching for me,
The druid dull ablusion in air
Which only hypocrites find romantic
Scalds me,burns me,and even time finds hard to heal.

The silvery droplets of the rain,the ballad of the soul,
Can no longer rejuvenate me..
It can only bring me austerity and doom
And every droplet that hits me
Feels like millions of needles piercing through my soul!

Then comes the autumn,
Embracing me into its mystical aura,
Intensifying every bit of pain that has already been instilled;
Parched yellow leaves veil my heart
But not a single living soul to come and blow them apart!
 
The winter tries to console me,
It casts me into her cozy arms;
But her arms are so ghastly,
Her lap so suffocating,
And with every romance she tends to create
Reminds me of the love that had once betrayed me.....

The leitmotif of my life,my pain,
Has always been my companion..
It haunted me in the stillness of the nyt,
It ripped me apart in broad daylight,
It threw me down an abyss
And buried me therein;
I gasped for breath,i gave a whine
But alas! it was  only my corpse that had listened!!